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For those of you who may not be aware:
In the corner of TVD fandom where I mostly reside, there is this obsession (I am not kidding. It's an obsession.) with a poet, Richard Siken, and especially his one poem, titled Litany In Which Certain Things Are Crossed Out. The obsession manifests itself in many shapes and forms: people's journals have titles from the poems, the lines from the poems are prompted on all the ficathons, mentioned in metas and focuses of fics, maybe even icons. In this case it's a picspam. What I tried to do started as an impossible idea: combine every line from the poem (which is about 150 lines) with different screencaps of scenes from The Vampire Diaries, focusing on Damon and Elena. TAH-DA. It's here, behind the
ETERNAL thanks to my betas and moral supporters (in order of appearance, I think?):
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Bless you all.
Note: The picspam contains images from all of the series, season 1 to season 3. Beware of spoilers if you haven't seen it.

























































































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Date: 2012-07-28 03:42 pm (UTC)"the shiny beautiful mechanical wind" = \o/. So glad that works.
I JUST COULDN'T SAY IT OUT LOUD. I JUST COULDN'T SAY IT OUT LOUD..
I JUST COULDN'T SAY IT OUT LOUD.
I CAN'T.
This is a terrible post. I see you laughing evilly in the corner.
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Date: 2012-07-28 03:51 pm (UTC)OH I WAS SO HAPPY WITH THAT PART. I was very close to telling the whole picspam to go screw itself when I randomly stumbled across that first cap.
So glad that works.
You helped. You are amazing. You already know all of this.
I see you laughing evilly in the corner.
It's as if you know me.
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Date: 2012-07-28 03:46 pm (UTC)YOU WILL BE ALONE ALWAYS AND THEN YOU WILL DIE.
OTHER THAN THE DESPERATION
I'M SORRY I COULDN'T COME TO YOUR PARTY
FLAMES EVERYWHERE
I'M JUST A WRITER
I SINK THE BOAT OF LOVE, BUT THAT COMES LATER. Of course you'd choose a scene right before she crushes his romantic delusions. OF COURSE!
I'M THE DRAGON. BIG DEAL. The imagery is just perfect. It's not a very powerful scene, but, GUH, you caught the essence of Damon in, like, five pictures. How are you even real???
LET ME DO IT RIGHT FOR ONCE! You understand me :((((((.
HELLO DARLING, SORRY ABOUT THAT
THE SCENE AT THE BOTTOM OF THE STAIRWELL
TO MAKE A CREATURE THAT WILL DO WHAT I SAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YOU ARE NOT FEEDING YOURSELF TO A BAD MAN I caaaaaaaan't. My girl and her stupid trainers and EVERYTHING in this scene :(
I TAKE IT BACK
CROSSED OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What you did with this section is so perfect I can't even. CLUMSY HANDS IN A DARK ROOM. CROSSED OUT. SO PERFECT
ALL THE ROOMS OF THE CASTLE EXCEPT THIS ONE :(((((((((((
LOVE, FOR YOU... Have I mentioned a broken heart?
GIVE ME ANOTHER VERSION :(((((((((((( This is what Elena does, right?
UNFORTUNATELY, WE DON'T HAVE THAT KIND OF TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FORGET THE DRAGON! My girl, her hands bloody, why did you? :(
MOMENT OF EPIPHANY :((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((( Seriously, this is your moment of epiphany? I NEVER LIKED THAT ENDING EITHER?
THERE WERE SOME NICE PARTS, SURE
Guh, perfection. I love how you keep fluently jumping between POVs, because this is what they are. They're too alike, and it shows in their stories, POVs just fluently going from one to the other and back again. YOU SHOULD DO ALL THE PICSPAMS ALWAYS!
Here endeth the emo vomit.
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Date: 2012-07-28 04:02 pm (UTC)Hey, no embarrassment in this bar, please. JUST LOVE LOVE AND WHATEVER.
I'M SORRY I COULDN'T COME TO YOUR PARTY
I HATE THAT CONVERSATION with every fiber of my being. Especially Elena's face and the way her voice cracks when she asks him, Where were you, Damon?
I SINK THE BOAT OF LOVE, BUT THAT COMES LATER. Of course you'd choose a scene right before she crushes his romantic delusions. OF COURSE!
WELL SHE DID SINK THE BOAT OF LOVE. Guh, how she breaks his heart.
How are you even real???
Exactly what I ask myself when I read your meta :P
LET ME DO IT RIGHT FOR ONCE! You understand me :((((((.
/nods
THE SCENE AT THE BOTTOM OF THE STAIRWELL
I KNOW RIGHT? they are awful AWFUL I tell you.
TO MAKE A CREATURE THAT WILL DO WHAT I SAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am very egocentrically in love with the visuals of those caps.
YOU ARE NOT FEEDING YOURSELF TO A BAD MAN I caaaaaaaan't. My girl and her stupid trainers and EVERYTHING in this scene :(
WHILE I WAS WORKING ON THIS CAP I COULDN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT YOUR META AND THE ANALYSIS OF THE TRAINERS. YOU ARE RIGHT, NO ONE CAN BE HEROIC IN THOSE TRAINERS.
I TAKE IT BACK
In which he again, does the only thing he can, which is picking up the pieces after everything's already been screwed up beyond recognition.
CROSSED OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What you did with this section is so perfect I can't even. CLUMSY HANDS IN A DARK ROOM. CROSSED OUT. SO PERFECT
LOVE, FOR YOU... Have I mentioned a broken heart?
That, along with the entire history of human desire are one of the ABSOLUTE WORST moments of this. I HATE D/E WITH PASSION.
GIVE ME ANOTHER VERSION :(((((((((((( This is what Elena does, right?
When it gets so shitty you have NO IDEA WHATSOEVER how to continue, call it a day, repaint your room, hope it settles itself.
UNFORTUNATELY, WE DON'T HAVE THAT KIND OF TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AWFUL SCENE. AWFUL.
FORGET THE DRAGON! My girl, her hands bloody, why did you? :(
When all there's left is the blood on her hands, there'll still be Damon.
OR SOME OTHER GOD AWFUL TRUE D/E SENTENCE I READ.
Guh, perfection. I love how you keep fluently jumping between POVs, because this is what they are. They're too alike, and it shows in their stories, POVs just fluently going from one to the other and back again. YOU SHOULD DO ALL THE PICSPAMS ALWAYS!
As long as you enable me, I should be fine :D HAVE TO THINK OF NEW IDEAS, THOUGH!
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Date: 2012-07-28 07:02 pm (UTC)The only part I didn't like was the fact there were so many awesome pictures with so much awesome poetry that my computer kept lagging behind me as I absorbed it all, and kept having to wait for the pictures to load. xD STUPID STUPID SLOW COMPUTER.
But you did serious work here girl. ♥ This is one of the most beautiful picspams I've seen in a while.
And using Siken just makes it all HURT SO GOOD.
ETA: Oh and I think it's time I added you now, K?
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Date: 2012-07-28 07:30 pm (UTC)This is one of the most beautiful picspams I've seen in a while.
You're legit making me blush. I like it <3
SIKEN IS THE WORST, obviously.
Added you right back :)
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Date: 2012-07-28 08:43 pm (UTC)I love it, that is all, and perfect work.
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Date: 2012-07-28 08:46 pm (UTC)(the picspam took the most effort ever, but everyone liking it is very good pay off <3 people should enjoy D/E, they're great.)
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Date: 2012-07-28 10:16 pm (UTC)Thank you again ♥
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Date: 2012-07-28 11:31 pm (UTC)this was beautiful and needed to be done and you did it so brilliantly and i love it so thank you
goodbye curling into a ball of hopeful despair now
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Date: 2012-07-28 11:33 pm (UTC)(no subject)
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Date: 2012-07-29 12:07 am (UTC)Of course you can, I've seen you around tons of times :) OH I KNOW, you read that great D/E ficlet, Pages upon pages, and the other one that I flailed about. HOW ARE WE NOT FRIENDS, I do not know.
THANKYOU, OH MY, being added to memories, that's always a special kind of compliment.
worstbest with of all her quoting.The scene at the bottom of the stairwell, I SO ADORE THAT SCENE <3
SO THANKYOUTHANKYOU and of course you can add me, and you are non creepy, definitely :)
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Date: 2012-07-29 02:36 am (UTC)So basically this is not only incredibly beautiful, moving, insightful, but educational as well! AND NOW I WANT TO KNOW MOOOAARR
Thank you! This obviously was a labor of love.
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Date: 2012-07-29 07:23 am (UTC)SOTHANKYOU <3 I am so glad you liked it, and thought all those nice things about it <3
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Date: 2012-07-29 02:51 am (UTC)I know there are words to describe how EPIC AND AWESOME this is. Although, I can't seem to find them. But I do know they're there.
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Date: 2012-07-29 07:29 am (UTC)THAT IS PRETTY MUCH ME, but while working on the darn picspam :D
I WILL take that as a compliment /nods, SO THANK YOU <3
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Date: 2012-07-29 05:38 am (UTC)THIS IS BEAUTIFUL DARLING. ABSOLUTELY GORGEOUS.
I'm reduced to silent staring. Like, so pretty.
And also, so much work omg. HOW DID YOU EVER FIND SUCH STAMINA? GIVE IT TO ME I NEED IT IN MY LIFE SFM!
You deserve all the awards, basically. I just had the shittiest day/night and this made it all better. It is magic. You are amazing ♥
something more than a catalog of non-definitive acts
OH MY GOD. Dead from feels. Such truth right there. Non-definitive acts is are the only kind they know how to deal with. And each time they give in to the oh! so seductive temptation of defining, shreds are all that is left. /o\
Nothing broke my heart better than Damon the cotton candy princess, ever waiting for Katherine the ravisher ♥ ♥ AND HE HAD SUCH CONFIDENCE THAT SHE WOULD COME /dead dead dead.
You still get to be the hero.
CAN YOU HEAR MY SOBBING, CAN YOU? I hate you so much right now. Why would you ever do that to me? YOU ARE THE WORST. IT IS NOT ALLOWED TO GIVE ME SUCH PAIN AND ALSO PLEASURE THAT TRUMPS ALL. JUST GO AWAY WITH YOUR PERFECTS CAPS.
Hello darling, sorry about that.
UNNNNNG. Flawless, flawless. How did he not say this for real.
Also the bony elbows... UGH THE IMAGERY, FFS. They are scraping against the stony cave-wall and the bones hurt but anger still trumps all.
You found the perfect fit for undeserved happiness :) So, so good. And now I also know why I never liked that scene. (You open my eyes tons tonight. HDU.)
I arrived in the city and you met me at the sation, smiling in a way that made me frightened.
Fuck. Yes.
You said I could have everything I wanted, but I just couldn't say it out loud.
ARGH NOOOOO. This is gross. You are gross and Damon is the grossest. /hate
leave the gun on the table
Tears all over my face. WHY WOULD YOU EVER?
But it doesn't work, these erasures, this constant refolding of the pleats.
My heart. My Elena. Just let me sob in a corner.
And Damon wants more applesauce. And Elena saved a forgiving plate for him. AND I AM BASICALLY ON THE FLOOR. CRAWLING IN AGONY.
WHAT HAVE YOU JUST DONE TO ME? I BOTH HATE AND LOVE YOU EQUAL MESURES. EITHER WAY THE PASSION IS BURNING ♥
AND I WILL REWARD YOU AS DESERVED. But in private. Cause you know. I like to be stand-offish and snob the world. Whatever, whatever. (All that to say that I'll PM you later today...)
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Date: 2012-07-29 07:40 am (UTC)I randomly found this googling for roses, and then I just had to put it here:
THIS IS BEAUTIFUL DARLING. ABSOLUTELY GORGEOUS.
I'm reduced to silent staring. Like, so pretty.
And also, so much work omg. HOW DID YOU EVER FIND SUCH STAMINA? GIVE IT TO ME I NEED IT IN MY LIFE SFM!
IT WAS AWFUL. I WILL DO IT AGAIN, probably (get a too big artwork project, I mean) HERE HAVE SOME *throws stamina in your direction* I AM SO GLAD YOU LOVED IT, SO MUCH.
You deserve all the awards, basically. I just had the shittiest day/night and this made it all better. It is magic. You are amazing ♥
THAT IS SOOOOO NICE TO HEAR <3 thankyouthankyou and I am so glad it helped you <33
something more than a catalog of non-definitive acts
OH MY GOD. Dead from feels. Such truth right there. Non-definitive acts is are the only kind they know how to deal with. And each time they give in to the oh! so seductive temptation of defining, shreds are all that is left. /o\
I like that explanation of the scene and of both of them <3 But meta better than mine has already been written about this. BASICALLY D/E is the worst /nods.
AND HE HAD SUCH CONFIDENCE THAT SHE WOULD COME /dead dead dead.
Her sweet, innocent Damon.
CAN YOU HEAR MY SOBBING, CAN YOU? I hate you so much right now. Why would you ever do that to me? YOU ARE THE WORST. IT IS NOT ALLOWED TO GIVE ME SUCH PAIN AND ALSO PLEASURE THAT TRUMPS ALL. JUST GO AWAY WITH YOUR PERFECTS CAPS.
OHYOU <33333333333333333 Pain's what I do :D (apparently :D)
Hello darling, sorry about that.
UNNNNNG. Flawless, flawless. How did he not say this for real.
LOL, indeed :D
Also the bony elbows... UGH THE IMAGERY, FFS. They are scraping against the stony cave-wall and the bones hurt but anger still trumps all.
I CANNOT describe to you how much I adore that scene. EVERYTHING about it. How they're followed from her house and finding out Stefan's in the tomb from Jeremy and how we first hear the fight, from Stefan's perspective who's suddenly had his role turned upside now, because in that moment, it's not a story anymore of S/E with occasional D, it's the other way around, it's D/E coming to S. GUH. And then she wants to get away but he won't LET HER, and when he asks "You done?" you get this downright awful feeling that he'd wait for AS LONG AS NEEDED, until she wasn't done. Guh. I HATE THAT SCENE.
You found the perfect fit for undeserved happiness :) So, so good. And now I also know why I never liked that scene. (You open my eyes tons tonight. HDU.)
OH. GOOD FOR ME/YOU :D
I arrived in the city and you met me at the station, smiling in a way that made me frightened.
Fuck. Yes.
Alex is completely to blame, she suggested that scene for that line.
You said I could have everything I wanted, but I just couldn't say it out loud.
ARGH NOOOOO. This is gross. You are gross and Damon is the grossest. /hate
OH DEFINITELY <333333
leave the gun on the table
Tears all over my face. WHY WOULD YOU EVER?
I HATE THAT SCENE, HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT. SHE HAS BLOOD ON HER HANDS. BLOOD. HANDS.
But it doesn't work, these erasures, this constant refolding of the pleats.
My heart. My Elena. Just let me sob in a corner.
Lucky me, that was one of the easier picks <3 I was all like, ooooh, erasures, refolding of the pleats, I know what to do with you <3
WHAT HAVE YOU JUST DONE TO ME? I BOTH HATE AND LOVE YOU EQUAL MESURES. EITHER WAY THE PASSION IS BURNING ♥
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
AND I WILL REWARD YOU AS DESERVED. But in private. Cause you know. I like to be stand-offish and snob the world. Whatever, whatever. (All that to say that I'll PM you later today...)
YAY.
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Date: 2012-07-29 06:42 pm (UTC)TALK NICELY TO YOUR COMPUTER THAT SOMETIMES WORKS FOR ME.
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Date: 2012-07-29 07:53 pm (UTC)BUT OH MY GOD, THIS POST. IT'S AMAZING. THERE WERE CERTAIN LINES WERE I JUST GOT EXCITED 'THIS POEM WAS WRITTEN FOR DAMON/ELENA. IT WAS IT WAS.'
CONGRATULATIONS ON YOUR LIFE CHOICES TBH.
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Date: 2012-07-29 07:55 pm (UTC)THE POEM IS INDEED GLORIOUS :)
I KNOW RIGHT? I CANNOT BELIEVE HOW D/E ALL OF IT IS, I CANNOT. And I've been rereading the poem for months now. Guh, awful.
CONGRATULATIONS ON YOUR LIFE CHOICES TBH.
Awwwwwwwww <33333333 THANKYOU :D
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Date: 2012-07-29 09:26 pm (UTC)...what is this...
Love always wakes the dragon
Damn it.
Love, for you, is larger than the usual romantic love. It's a religion.
I remember someone prompting is during the ficathon. IT STILL FITS HERE. My heart.
I never liked that ending either.
DDDDDDD:
I had to go find a better internet connection to see this, but it is glorious.
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Date: 2012-07-29 09:28 pm (UTC)That obligatory Elena quote. *Cries*
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Date: 2012-07-30 04:42 pm (UTC)UGH. *clutches chest*
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Date: 2012-07-30 04:52 pm (UTC)As
Dangerous Liaisons, aka The Fairy Tale Episode. In which Damon tries to use his love as a sledge hammer, only to have Elena pick it up and hit him with it. Yes, they're both terrible people. <3 ALL MY LOVE <3 Clutching chest, definitely /nods
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Date: 2012-07-31 12:34 pm (UTC)But let's just say that it's like the poet wrote this with them in mind.
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Date: 2012-07-31 02:38 pm (UTC)But let's just say that it's like the poet wrote this with them in mind.
AND THAT KEEPS LEAVING ME IN AWE. SERIOUSLY. HOW CAN IT ALL FIT SO WELL? HOOOOOW?
Thanks for your nice words <3
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Date: 2012-07-31 02:14 pm (UTC)Just. Every line of this. I was in love with this poem already, and then you did this, and I don't have words.
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Date: 2012-07-31 02:36 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-08-01 02:31 pm (UTC)Fuck it. And I hate you. This is beautiful and stunning and I have no words right now except: be my friend and post all the pic!spam all of the time!
Also, as my first intro to Siken, I may now be a fan for life. So thank you for that as well.
*scurries off to RL*
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Date: 2012-08-04 07:02 pm (UTC)you should totally read siken /truth
We should be friends and flail and stare at pretty things!
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Date: 2012-08-02 03:21 pm (UTC)Now, I'm obsessed with this poem too =) and the picspam is just PERFECT
I'm considering printing all these images and making a large collage or maybe a mobile *mmmhh thinking about logistics...*
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Date: 2012-08-04 07:05 pm (UTC)(no subject)
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Date: 2012-08-08 06:44 pm (UTC)This is the most epic of all epic things. PERFECTION.
I have seen you around
(Hahaha, I spend too much time on DW and forget LJ coding.)
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Date: 2012-08-08 07:00 pm (UTC)it is time :)
I'm friending you :)
thanks for the wonderful comment :)
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Date: 2012-08-09 07:11 am (UTC)I tweeted it to Julie Plec for her to hopefully see.
:O OH MY.
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Date: 2012-08-11 09:41 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-08-11 09:52 am (UTC)lol when/where did I mention this picspam? I was planning to rec it on my LJ, but I haven't actually done that yet. So, that's creepy. ;)
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Date: 2012-08-15 08:47 am (UTC)not just the iconic ones that I see all over the place, but the entire poem
That was the worst and the best part of it all and there were times I almost gave up on doing the entire thing and thought of maybe settling just for some lines of the poem. But then I would get my inspiration back and realize EVERYTHING needs to be there. And I had GREAT helpers (cough Marta cough alex could those two are the worst cough)
inexplainable feelings are the best <3
GLAD YOU THOUGHT SO <3
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Date: 2012-09-24 10:20 pm (UTC)I don't even ship this. And I don't ship it despite spending literally all of my time on the journals of Martha, Alex, Zoe ect. (most of the people at fault here lol) so I would say I am one of those pretty hardened, committed, stubbornly entrenched in my position kidnds non-shipper.
BUT OH MY GOD I THINK THIS IS THE CLOSEST I HAVE EVER COME TO SHIPPING IT. I shipped it as I read it, which felt weird but was an demonstration of how extraordinarily, brilliantly powerful this is.
I just... I don't know what to say in response. I have no words for how amazing this is. I will express myself with this gif even though it's not really adequate.
Like, I recognise the fandom obsession with Siken + the ot3 but I have never seen it used more powerfully, or like, originally? Like Damon as the princess... and much more besides... guhh!
AWESOME.
Anyway, my apologies for being that completely random person who turns up on your journal, utterly invited and fills it with what can only be described as splutter. I know that can be annoying. I've just been rec'd here so many times and when I finally came and saw I just, IDK, felt compelled to express my admiration. IDK. IDK. I'm going now.
This has been amazing.
Also thank you for making it public.
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Date: 2012-09-25 02:16 pm (UTC)+ OH THANK YOU <3 I love that it made you feel things, especially since you don't ship it <3
+ lol @ this being recced to you "so many times" but no worries, comments like these always warm my cold, cold heart <3
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