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Only forever, right? (Caroline/Elena)

Title: Only forever, right?
Rating: NC-17
Fandom: The Vampire Diaries
Characters: Caroline, Elena
Wordcount: 1,589
A/N: First femmeslash for me, yay. For

upupa_epops's Elena Gilbert comment!ficathon part 2 for

vergoldung's WONDERFUL prompt.

(Caroline/Elena)

As you wipe of beads of sweat
Slowly you say 'I'm not there yet'

(I never knew you had such a dirty mind)

sink in my fingertips
(every inch of you)

Caroline's blue pick-up truck stops in front of Elena's town house, around midnight on a Saturday. It'll be quick and simple, leaving tonight. (This is not the first time they are doing this.)

There's stars on the summer night sky and not a cloud in sight and if she were a century younger, Caroline would find that a good sign. (She doesn't tonight.)

She steps out of the truck, leans against the hood and waits and her yellow dress moves lightly with the breeze. She can see Elena approaching, with only one suitcase.

(Caroline's trunk is full of luggage, because Caroline never leaves things behind. There's a ring in her purse that Matt made her out of paper the day she left Mystic Falls. There's the bracelet Klaus bought and the earrings Tyler bought and she still has the scarves she wore when Damon used to -- when Damon used to fuck her.)

Elena brings only necessities. She told her once, she doesn't want things, doesn't need them. Everyone looks nicer in her head, the way she chooses to remember them.

When Elena finally gets to the trunk, she sets the suitcase down and begins rummaging through her purse. She takes out a pack of cigarettes and lights one while Caroline puts her luggage in the trunk.

"Want one?"

("Those things will kill you," Elena scolded a 14 year old Caroline when Caroline lit her first cigarette.)

"You can't smoke in the pick-up," Caroline just tells her as she closes the trunk. She tries to sound strict but her smile gives her away. (Elena wouldn't have fallen for it anway, not even a century ago.

"It's only forever, right?" Elena asks and looks at her, as she breathes out smoke. After a couple of seconds pass, she puts the cigarette out, makes a step towards Caroline and hugs her. It's still good to feel skin touching her skin, Caroline decides, even if neither of them have been warm for a long time now.

Caroline likes it how Elena hugs her. (Like she never plans to let go.)

Elena pulls away, just a bit, then kisses Caroline's forehead gently.

"Where to?" Caroline asks her.

"Ever heard of a town called Mystic Falls?" Elena asks in return, and now Caroline smiles.

It's mostly a quiet drive. There's some soft female voice singing a song on the radio, and neither of the girls say much, or at all. Elena taps Caroline's shoulder, following the beat of the music.

It starts raining as they pass the "Welcome to Mystic Falls" sign.

They park across the street from the Grill, which seems to be as busy as it was a century ago on warm Saturday nights in August. (The Grill is where Caroline first kissed Tyler, when they were 13; it's where Matt first told Elena he liked her and it's also where she giggled in response, before kissing his cheek. Caroline knows, because she was there. Everyone always used to be at the Grill.)

Caroline locks the pick-up and Elena takes her hand into hers and leads them into the Grill, fingers entwined.

("We can do this, we can do this together," Caroline repeats in her head.)

It's hot inside, that's the first thing she notices.

(She also wonders if this is the closest place to a home she and Elena have now - an old bar filled with people that don't know them.)

Elena's fingers don't leave hers. Her skin is almost warm.

She leads Caroline to the bar and the smile she offers the woman working at the bar works as well as compulsion would. They sneak off into a dark corner and pour blood into their shots of vodka and Elena giggles without pause.

When they're done with their third round, Elena gives Caroline her prettiest smile as she drags her to the dance floor. Not that getting Caroline to dance requires much effort. (She looks young, she can try to act like she is as well.)

It's hotter on the dancefloor, but she loves dancing and the song's not half bad and Elena looks happy and Caroline feels happy, and she thinks, feels, we could do a couple of centuries more of this.

Elena can't keep a smile off her face, even as a tipsy man walking past them spills his bourbon on her. He apologizes and his eyes work their way from Elena to Caroline

"I bet you two would look good together naked," he whispers to Caroline. Elena moves closer to her so she can hear as well. Caroline just smirks at the guy, who leaves immediately after he's told them that. But Elena doesn't move away, Elena stays, and Caroline can imagine her own temperature rising. The songs never stop, not for a second. Elena keeps up with the beat, and Caroline keeps up with Elena. (That's how it's always been.)

Tonight, nothing can get Elena out of her good mood. It's crowded so Elena just moves closer to Caroline, places her right leg between Caroline's legs and they dance and dance and dance.

Tonight, Elena smells like blood and sweat and vodka and tonight, Caroline likes it.

Elena traces her fingers up and down Caroline's bare arms, lightly, but never breaking contact.

She notices Elena suddenly looking somewhere else, at the guy from before, who seems to be staring at them shamelessly. He winks at them, so Elena winks back and her smile widens even more.

She spins Caroline for 180 degrees, presses her hips against Caroline's ass, places her hand on Caroline's hips and her mouth against her neck.

Caroline places her own hands on Elena's hips and now the girls are perfectly in sync, in perpetual motion, hips together and mouth to neck and skin to skin.

"More," Caroline demands, "I need more."

Then Elena parts her lips (Caroline can feel that, Caroline can feel everything now, the slightest disturbance of air near her skin) and kisses her neck lightly and Caroline moans as Elena's hand swiftly finds its way to her thigh and under her dress.

As Elena's fingers slowly make their way into Caroline's panties, Caroline speedily turns around and kisses Elena, who parts her lips and as Caroline's tongue meets Elena's, Elena's fingers make it into Caroline.

"You're wet, Care," Elena shouts into her ear, and pushes her fingers even deeper, and in response Caroline's grip on Elena's hair and Elena's mouth tightens.

(No time to breathe now.)

"Out," Caroline demands and heads towards the exit, Elena right after her.

(Elena doesn't let go of her hand.)

"Car. Not in public," Caroline says, and they cross the street and get into the pick-up. Caroline drives them into the closest secluded woods. The drive is silent again. There's only the soft sounds of a guitar on the radio and Elena's loud breathing.

Caroline stops the car on a deserted road in the woods. Elena lowers the passenger seat into its horizontal position and lies down on her back. The music stops and Caroline turns off the engine and then Caroline crawls slowly on top of her and kisses her mouth. Elena tastes like vodka and blood.

As Elena moves her lips and tongue to Caroline's neck, Caroline fumbles with the buttons of Elena's black shirt. Elena sits up so Caroline can remove her shirt and bra and as Caroline's fingers graze Elena's breasts, Elena repositions Caroline's neck and bites.

"Fuck," Caroline screams and Elena bites harder. When Caroline kisses her next, there's blood around her mouth, blood Caroline licks away.

"Naked. Now," Elena says, and in a few seconds, Caroline's dress is on the floor, and so are her bra and panties, but now Elena tries to cover as much of her body with hers. Elena turns them over so she's on top now. She kisses Caroline's mouth, neck, collar bone, licks Caroline's nipples lightly, until Caroline begins squirming under her.

Elena never breaks eye contact while her fingers enter Caroline. But then Caroline arches her back and closes her eyes and exhales.

"Look at me," Elena commands and Caroline opens her eyes again. Elena's fingers don't seem to stop, never stop.

For a brief second then Elena's fingers seem too skilled, too experienced, and she wonders if Elena ever fucked a woman before. (If she had to make a wild guess, she'd guess it was Katherine.)

Elena moves her thumb over Caroline's clit, so Caroline kisses her again, and then bares her neck as well. (If Elena wants blood, she can have blood, as long as Caroline can have her fingers and her tongue and her lips.) Elena looks like she's thinking, then lowers her head.

Caroline comes as Elena bites into her thigh and drinks (and drinks and drinks).

Elena is sitting down on the grass later and Caroline comes to lie down, puts her head in Elena's lap. Elena is going through her purse with one hand and playing with Caroline's hair with the other, gently. (Unlike before, so unlike before.)

Caroline smiles as she takes the purse out of Elena's hand and searches for cigarettes in it. Elena's look seems to question her as she lights cigarettes, one for herself and one for Elena. Elena takes one cigarette from Caroline's hand, still not sure why or how.

Caroline responds before Elena can ask.

"It's only forever, right?"

They fall asleep in the car that night and when Caroline awakens, Elena is holding her hand, still asleep.

In the morning, there are smiles on both of their faces.

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OMG OMG IT'S HEEEERE!!!!! <333333333

Teheee :D I still can't believe you did this for me :))) And so fast! SERIOULSY I'M SO EXCITED I CAN'T ACTUALLY READ BECAUSE I KEEP PAUSING TO FLAIL.

BASICALLY : I LOVE YOU.

OH MY GOD. OH MY FUCKING. WHAT JUST HAPPENED. WHAT DID YOU DOOOO?

THIS IS PERFECT. PERFECT

OH MY GOD. I CANNOT WITH YOU.

THIS IS EVERYTHING I EVER WANTED AND THEN SOME. I MEAN, I DIDN'T EVEN TELL YOU AND YOU FUCKING READ MY MIND???? HOW ARE YOU REAAAAL? I AM SHATTERED BY YOUR FLAWLESSNESS.

AND AHHHHHHH THE TITLE!!!! I CANNOT BELIEVE YOUUUUU ♥ ♥ ♥ YOU ACTUALLY REMEMBERED :')

I am so in love with the concept of this and the tenderness. AND ALSO YOU GAVE ME CARSEX?

Doris. This is crazy.

When I first prompted, I almost, almost added something like 'bonus if you give me carsex' because that's what I associate with this song. But then I didn't because I thought I shouldn't push my luck, since I'd be lucky to even get somebody to fill the prompt. AND THEN YOU DID. YOU DID AND YOU FUCKING GAVE ME CARSEX??? MY LOVE FOR YOU KNOWS NO BOUNDS. NO BOUUUUNDS. *worships you*

Now excuse me while I quote every single line of this little miracle. I was screaming (screaming!) all along. (I'm so glad to live in a garden, with no neighbors to scare.) And laughing. And basically sobbing.

YOU ARE THE QUEEN OF MY DAY.

I'm out and on my phone now and you will get a prettier response later. Just came to say that of course I remembered your "it's only forever right?" and not just that, it was also the first scene I actually knew I wanted in this fic as soon as I began writing it :)

♥

So the first three lines. I am dead already. Like, what. The blue pickup, it being midnight, the wind, the dress, they've done this before, Caroline's pose, Elena's one suitcase. What. What. What. The imagery is freaking killing me. I don't know what it is about the clichéd aspect that works so well with the two of them, but it fits. Perfectly. Maybe because they are both okay with being normal. It's so naturally artificial. I really love it.

(Caroline's trunk is full of luggage, because Caroline never leaves things behind. There's a ring in her purse that Matt made her out of paper the day she left Mystic Falls. There's the bracelet Klaus bought and the earrings Tyler bought and she still has the scarves she wore when Damon used to -- when Damon used to fuck her.)
Fuuuuck. (Also : this is me.)

Everyone looks nicer in her head, the way she chooses to remember them.
GROSS SOBBING. Elenaaaa <3

When Elena finally gets to the trunk, she sets the suitcase down and begins rummaging through her purse. She takes out a pack of cigarettes and lights one while Caroline puts her luggage in the trunk.
Man, your visuals, I cannot get over them. Seriously, everything is playing out in my mind and it's so easy to see everything. The glowing red of the lit cigarette. The quiet night and the keys clinking in Elena's purse. It all looms in the shadows of your chaste descriptions. Guh. It's ridiculous how much it affects me, but it does. You are spoiling me so good, bb.

When Elena finally gets to the trunk, she sets the suitcase down and begins rummaging through her purse. She takes out a pack of cigarettes and lights one while Caroline puts her luggage in the trunk.
But yeeeees, how did you know. Our head!canons are one and the same, obviously. And why am I so fond of Caroline's "You can't smoke in the pick-up,"? It just works. You have their dynamic down, down, down. They have such an easy, soft banter, it actually feels weird calling it banter. It's just so loving. Also tender. (I am in awe of how beautifully you showcasted their warm spirits. They are both such affectionate, gentle people.)

"It's only forever, right?" Elena asks and looks at her, as she breathes out smoke. After a couple of seconds pass, she puts the cigarette out, makes a step towards Caroline and hugs her.
MY FIRST HEART ATTACK. Which made me notice the title (I never really notice titles *hides*) and hyperventilate while shouting/crying. And the best thing is that even though it's Elena who's telling/asking, it's obvious (to me) that she's repeating one of Caroline's line from the past. There is this badly concealed insecurity to it, but when Elena says it, it's just heartfelt and soothing, like she's really saying it to reassure Caroline, as an question-answer to her old question? IDEK OKAY THIS GIVES ME SAPPY EMOTIONS.

ASKHLGK THE FOREHEAD KISS!!! I'm not the biggest forehead touching fan (mostly because I don't find it comfortable /issues). But forehead kissing... Get out of my brain, yes? (No.)

It's mostly a quiet drive. There's some soft female voice singing a song on the radio, and neither of the girls say much, or at all. Elena taps Caroline's shoulder, following the beat of the music.
I AM ON THE FLOOR OKAY. WHAT IS THIS. THE SOFT SHOULDER TAPPING? I HAVE NO WORDS FOR THE FEELS I FEEL. Seriously. I cannot. The comfortable silence (right in the feels omg how do you know me so well i hate you) and just the motherfucking INTIMACY of this scene. I have no words.

(The Grill is where Caroline first kissed Tyler, when they were 13; it's where Matt first told Elena he liked her and it's also where she giggled in response, before kissing his cheek. Caroline knows, because she was there. Everyone always used to be at the Grill.)
WHYYYYYYY. HOW DARE YOU!!!!!! I HATE YOU SO BAD!!! (And really, head!canons.)

Caroline locks the pick-up and Elena takes her hand into hers and leads them into the Grill, fingers entwined.
God. You are giving me such girlfriends feels. I want to hold hands now... Boys are the worst to interwine fingers with, their fingers are always to large and uncomfortable. Girls ♥.

Edited 2012-10-05 14:27 (UTC)

And the fact that they're going back together, when it's obviously been ages? *flaaaail*

(She also wonders if this is the closest place to a home she and Elena have now - an old bar filled with people that don't know them.)
Sobbing. Go away.

Who wouldn't be in love with your happy, giggly, smiling Elena? She is hypnotic.

AND THIS OMG : Elena keeps up with the beat, and Caroline keeps up with Elena. (That's how it's always been.) COMPLETE INCOHERENCE IN MY MIND.

Elena traces her fingers up and down Caroline's bare arms, lightly, but never breaking contact.
Unnngg this. So sensual. The tension is so palpable and yet ever soft and loving. (These two, seriously.)

AND THE GRINDING OMG SO HOT. Agressive!Elena is always sexy but here she is a goddess. And still tender? I don't even know how to deal with you, tbh.

Then Elena parts her lips (Caroline can feel that, Caroline can feel everything now, the slightest disturbance of air near her skin) and kisses her neck lightly and Caroline moans as Elena's hand swiftly finds its way to her thigh and under her dress.
I AGREE WITH CARE. (MORE.) This is the best.

(Elena doesn't let go of her hand.)
MY CREYS.

LOL @ Elena's lack of concern for privacy and Caroline's lack of exhibitionism. (Both very in character, imo.)

THE CAR SEX... Seriously I'm still not over your psychic abilities. And also : holy fuck. The biting and swearing and kissing and just everything. So hot. I'm particularly fond of how much kissing, licking, nipping, biting was going on. Very, very nice.

Elena never breaks eye contact while her fingers enter Caroline. But then Caroline arches her back and closes her eyes and exhales.
UMF. Gorgeous, gorgeous visual. So sensual, so sexy. That's exactly what I was going for with this prompt. You are amazing.

(If she had to make a wild guess, she'd guess it was Katherine.)
Haha, right there with you, Care. What a lovely, naughty picture to bring up at that point ;) That's called good timing.

Elena is sitting down on the grass later and Caroline comes to lie down, puts her head in Elena's lap. Elena is going through her purse with one hand and playing with Caroline's hair with the other, gently.
Oh, God. Again with the stunning visuals!!! The pose. And the grass!! And the hair-petting! (*squee*) Plus, I love the purse-rummaging detail. Also, all the love that oozes from them. Because, really.

Caroline responds before Elena can ask.
"It's only forever, right?"
...................................................... DECEASED.

They fall asleep in the car that night and when Caroline awakens, Elena is holding her hand, still asleep.
I feel complete and my heart is sore. How do you function, please. I am total goo.

OH MY. SERIOUSLY. WOW. WOW.

I loved this so much, I can't even. This was so perfect, everything was perfect. Your headcanon, your tone, your pace, your voices, your fucking visuals, your dance-grinding, your car-sex, your stunning settings... Everything. And honestly, I don't think you could have nailed this prompt better. This is everything I wanted.

THANK YOUUU ♥

YOU ♥ ♥ ♥

I AM SO INCREDIBLY HAPPY YOU LOVED THIS SO MUCH <3333 I HAVE NO WORDS, REALLY.

I will forever continue writing things for you <3

I will forever continue writing things for you <3

YAAAAYYY!! I want all the things!!! ~~Gloomy, bitter Dumbledore/Snape,mostly.~~

Hm, ok, I have decided to finish the long overdue Boone/Shannon for Zoe, but YES, I will look into the possibility of writing gloom and doom in the shape of Dumbledore and Snape for you <3 any prompts/specific ideas? :D

(you call, I come, I'm easy like that.)

Shannon/Boone? That sounds nice and they kind of have the best pervy angst potential ;)

OMG IF YOU DID THIS, I THINK I WOULD LEGIT DIE. ALSO WORSHIP YOU TIL THE END OF TIME. Yes.

any prompts/specific ideas?
I do. I am predictable. But should I really be distracting you with shiny Snape/Dumbledore when you have such an elaborate fic!plan for Octobre already?

Btw, btw! I think you'll be happy to know that am watching episode 4 of DW right now.

+ I AM. HOW IS IT GOING? WHAT ARE YOUR THOUGHTS/FEELS, if you have any?

+ hm. ok. maybe I can put off the Snape/Dumbledore til I am done with my current plan, or try it if my plan starts failing :D

+ I SOOOO SHIPPED Shannon/Boone, even before we found out they're not really related. The chemistry was just so gorgeous and they were so pretty :D

♥

I don't have that many feels yet but they're starting to get more and more ;) I love Rose so much right now and also the Nine's oh-so-bright smile. I'm kind of fighting their ship but also experiencing strong shippy feels at times? I don't know, I'm still a bit reluctant about the pair of them in a romantic light, but I'm still enjoying them a lot at the moment. Also, I am terribly fond Mickey and I hope we'll see more of him because he is hilarious to me. And I was sort of shipping him with Rose's mum during WW3 (wuut? I judge myself too), they have the best dialogues srsly. Oh, and Harriet Jones owned everything in that episode.

Perfect, do that. And tell me as soon as you're considering it seriously! I want to cheer you on and also give you tons of plot bunnies hihi.

I haven't actually watched Lost, but for some reason I know about this ships existence and actually read some fic about 'em? Also that scene in which Ian says 'stop' in the hottest way imaginable. Yeah, that was enough for me to get on board. Plus, as you said, prettiness. So, bring on the fic :)

How are you, btw? Is university more fun now?! <3

Mickey/Jackie Tyler? YEAH I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL, I FELT IT TOO AND I JUDGED MYSELF AS WELL.

Harriet Jones should be voted queen of the universe, just sayin.

also yay for indecisive doctor/rose feels! I always ship people with the Doctor reluctantly, but it's still almost always happens. Rose is adorable SO SO SO adorable, and so is he <3

I will tell you ;)

I WILL. also I may be having some Caroline/Kol feels/idea. Bratty kids forever <3

We'll see tomorrow, actually, have 2 classes tomorrow, so I will let you know how it all goes <3 plus have some silly paperwork/bureaucracy things to manage, which I hate doing. WISH ME LUCK.

YAAAY I CAN ALWAYS COUNT ON YOU <333 CREEPY SHIPPING FTW SISTER!

Yep Rose is totally the cutest and I'm so fond of the layed-back way she dresses :) I love that she gets to be feminine without being dolled up (like, her make-up is very obvious (I don't mean that in a bad way, I mean that it's not just tv-makeup that plays with nudes in order to enhance without us noticing), but clothes don't get the same level of attention). But my heart is bleeding for her hair, because for realz, she is torturing it. /hair worries

BRATTY KIDS YES YES YES. Tell me about this. Btw you still need to give me your thoughts/feel on that Dramione project of yours (when you have time of course, but I'm terribly curious :D).

Ohhh what classes? GOOD LUCK WITH THE EVIL PAPERWORK MY DEAR :)

+ It's always good to know someone else ships/enjoys the same creepy things you do :)

+ I see what you mean. I've actually seen 1 season (I think) of Secret Diaries of a Call Girl, (or whatever the title is) of a TV show where she plays a prostitute. She's always dolled up there and it's quite a change from how she looks in Doctor Who. But yes, I see what you mean about the hair.

Oh there's this song I found today

And her eyes dart 'round and fall on the ground
And her lips move along to an old country song

Down south you will find among the high pines
An old liquor store where we danced on the floor

basically I want to have them dancing and drinking :D /shallow and simple.

Oh I will ;) I'm trying to decide on my thoughts/feels about it, but I think you might get a message tomorrow :)

Hm, tomorrow I only have 2 of my English classes: Contemporary English 1 and Introduction to Linguistics. Looking forward to both of them <333

ok have to go to sleep now soon, so we'll talk more tomorrow/soon hopefully <3

Ah, I like it! This could be very fun. I can totally picture them both. And Kol always ruining the moment, more or less on purpose, because that's how that stupid kid functions. Much to Caroline's annoyance (but not really?). I love this pairing tons, can't wait to see what you'll spoil us with :))

Take your time with the message. I was just checking (not very suavely, I admit) whether it had slipped your mind or you simply didn't have the time yet. But I'm in no hurry ;)

These classes look fiiine. Have fun! And sleep tight <3 (I actually wrote this yesterday, but then my internet didn't work anymore (why???) and I couldn't post it until now. Woe.)

I like your caroline/kol ideas. silly kids <3

guh. no time again :( I WILL FIND THE TIME.

i have to write a paper for my history and philosophy of pedagogy class. it should be 6-10 pages...about a 550 pages long book. (Quintilian's Institutes of Oratory) so, YAY college has obviously started. due in 3 weeks! <3

OMG DORIS I AM HAVING SO MANY FEELINGS HOW DID THIS HAPPEN????? WHY WOULD YOU MAKE ME WATCH THIS? I AM A FRAGILE CREATURE,YANNO.

OMG WHICH EPISODE TELL ME EVERYTHING.

(also I can pretend to be sorry. I am not. Doctor Who is the best and the worst show ever.)

The daddy episode that made me cry all episode through (omg I judge myself, I do, but seriously I was shedding tears about ten minutes in already...). And then the double mummy episode. Which completely terrified me. I am not kidding, I was so scared. I think it has to do with me finishing La Peste (Camus) not too long ago. But yeah, I was so freaked out.

And now I just finished the Boom Town ep and THANK GOD this one was less traumatizing. AND ALSO : MICKEYYY <3 He's my babe. AND OMG I SO LOVE JACK!!!!!

OMG YOU!

+ the daddy episode, I remember it :( do not judge yourself. no show causes me feels as much as doctor who does. it's a curse.

+ YES YES the doctor dances + the empty child. SCARY SCARY THINGS. I used to freak out my ex all the time with "where is my mummy? are you my mummy?" SERIOUSLY SCARY SCARY STUFF. I understand the fear. it's only reasonable.

ALSO the scene with the dancing was SOOO ADORABLE.

The Doctor: We were talking about dancing.
Jack: Didn't look like talking.
Rose: Didn't feel like dancing.

+ MICKEY <3

+ JACK HARKNESS YES HOW IS THAT MAN REAL, HOOOOOOW?

Episodes/scenes that tear on the family cords are my absolute weak spot. I rarely get weepy over romance (it can happen over epic friendships though), but family stuff? I'm helpless (which actually made the whole mummy eps that much worse!).

HAHAHA LOL @ YOU SCARY LITTLE THING YOU *hearts*
I'm very easily frightened and I almost never watch/read anything horror as a rule. So even vanilla!horror/soft thrillers can make me crawl under the covers. It's the princess in me, I think ;)

Um, yes. What is that witty being and how does it exist so prettily? The stiff coat didn't do much for me, but when he changed for that blue skin-tight t-shirt? Yum. Also the swag. He's swaggy. Obviously, I ship him and the Doctor. HARD. I am predictable. But seriously, at the moment, their banter is fucking epic.

I understand. Epic friendship scenes will also probably cause me massive feels too. EPIC FRIENDSHIPS ARE THE BEST.

YES. I NEVER WATCH HORRORS, NEVER EVER EVER. I once watched a movie (Afterlife) about a girl who a guy was convincing she was dead and (I think) she wasn't and it was all about death and basically I had thoughts and feels about death and felt depressed for about 3 months afterwards. That's how long it took me to be able to think the word "death" and not feel AWFUL immediately. guh.

I LOVE HIM IN EVERYTHING /shallow and easy :D

BUT YES, DOCTOR/JACK FEELS SOOOOO MANY. THE BANTER <33333333 you are predictable, but with good taste as always :D

Haha. You understand me. I think it's because we actually know how epic friendship is everything in life from experience? Btw, how is that going lately, better? I hope <3

LOL. WE WOULD BE EXCELLENT MOVIE BUDDIES, I LOVE IT ;)

OHMYGOD I JUST FINISHED SEASON 1 AND NOW MY DOCTOR/JACK FEELS ARE BASICALLY ALL CONSUMING. I CAN'T BELIEVE THEY ACTUALLY GAVE ME A KISS (WHICH DEROMANTICIZED THE OTHER ONE YAY) I WAS TOTALLY SCREAMING FOR IT TO HAPPEN AND THEN IT FUCKING HAPPENED. SO PERFECT AND IN CHARACTER. YES YES YES. SHOW YOU ROCK. AND NOOOO JACK IS STRANDED ALONE IN THE FUTURE HOW DO I DEAL WITH LIFE. JACKIE IS LOVE. MICKEY WAS AS FLAWLESS AS EVER (SERIOUSLY THAT BOY, I LOVE HIM TO BITS. I MEAN, THE WAY HE DIDN'T WANT ROSE TO GIVE UP??? UGH BE MINE FOREVER. ALSO, HE PINES. I LIKE THAT IN A BOY. WHATEVS.) I'M SO LOVING THE WAY THE SHOW IS DEALING WITH HIS RELATIONSHIP WITH ROSE. I LOVE IT I LOVE IT I LOVE IT. LIKE HE IS A DOORMAT BUT ALSO NOT? THE BEST. BESIDES THEY ARE SO EPIC BEST FRIENDS /NODS.

FEEELS ARE ME, BASICALLY. I CAN'T WAIT TO GET TO KNOW TEN, ALTHOUGH I ALREADY MISS NINE. (SOBS. CHEERS. WTF.)

I HATE YOU. YOU SHOULD KNOW THAT. REALLY.

WHAT EVEN.

This is gorgeous. Your brain is gorgeous. Caroline is gorgeous. Elena is... Frighteningly gorgeous.

(I hate responding to fic via phone, but I wont be home for about 12-13 hrs and I couldnt wait to tell you how lovely this is.)

♥

Caroline is gorgeous. Elena is... Frighteningly gorgeous.

oh, glad you thought so <3 Elena can be veeery frightening.

(Caroline's trunk is full of luggage, because Caroline never leaves things behind. There's a ring in her purse that Matt made her out of paper the day she left Mystic Falls. There's the bracelet Klaus bought and the earrings Tyler bought and she still has the scarves she wore when Damon used to -- when Damon used to fuck her.

YOU WHAT WHY SO AWESOME HOW ARGH BLURGH HATE U

Caroline likes it how Elena hugs her. (Like she never plans to let go.)

Awww! <3

Elena keeps up with the beat, and Caroline keeps up with Elena. (That's how it's always been.)

OMG YOU.

(If she had to make a wild guess, she'd guess it was Katherine.)

FUCKING. AWESOME.

They fall asleep in the car that night and when Caroline awakens, Elena is holding her hand, still asleep.

In the morning, there are smiles on both of their faces.

I love this so SO so much!! Thank you :)

Oh thank you <3 I AM SO GLAD YOU LIKED IT and that you thought it all very Awwwish <3

Holy shit, I love this.
It's hot and tragic but also peaceful, in a beautiful way. They're all they need, an it's only forever. Perfect.

I'm glad you loved it <3

Out of all tVD characters, Caroline is the only one I can actually see Elena spending an eternity with <3

I love how playful and steamy and peaceful and gentle this is. So many things, rolled into one. The utter hotness really stands out, though. XD

Especially loved these lines:

For a brief second then Elena's fingers seem too skilled, too experienced, and she wonders if Elena ever fucked a woman before. (If she had to make a wild guess, she'd guess it was Katherine.)

<3333333

Sorry for the late response, I'm usually quicker than this :D

so, THANKS, I love people taking time to write something about my fic (as everyone does) so thanks for leaving a comment <3

SO glad it's hot (glad you like it in general, but especially this) since I always get nervous when writing porn and can never decide whether it's actually boring and repetitive and I'm the only one who thinks it's sort of ok written :D So thanks :)

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YOU ♥ ♥ ♥

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