But ugh, I love/hate this and love/hate you. Bellamy's constant denial of his own thought process because it doesn't match his simultaneous image-building is my favorite thing. I adore how he's (totally not, of course) bothered about her orgasm all the time, and how it shifts from the fact that she never comes being a reflection on him and his prowess to being about her and she hasn't fucking come and she's leaving unsatisfied (not that it matters, of course.) It's just annoying because-- if he loved her he could tell you, but since he doesn't, he totally gets a free pass for all the whys.
YOU ARE THE WORST. THESE TWO ARE THE WORST. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO EXIST LIKE A NORMAL PERSON WHEN THIS AND THEY EXIST ALSO.
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But ugh, I love/hate this and love/hate you. Bellamy's constant denial of his own thought process because it doesn't match his simultaneous image-building is my favorite thing. I adore how he's (totally not, of course) bothered about her orgasm all the time, and how it shifts from the fact that she never comes being a reflection on him and his prowess to being about her and she hasn't fucking come and she's leaving unsatisfied (not that it matters, of course.) It's just annoying because-- if he loved her he could tell you, but since he doesn't, he totally gets a free pass for all the whys.
YOU ARE THE WORST. THESE TWO ARE THE WORST. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO EXIST LIKE A NORMAL PERSON WHEN THIS AND THEY EXIST ALSO.