ack, i struggle with them so much, cuz i feel like they could be super well done but aren't. they have so much potential! and i channel most of my frustration into hatred, because being invested means frustration and heartbreak and hating them is easier. basically hating them is a defense mechanism. and i get so used to being angry and annoyed by them eventually i forget all the things i used to and still do love about them.

and lol, fangirl problems. but this was super great and moving. :DDD